The world is always going to disappoint me. Jobs won't be what I thought they'd be, the man I loved will break my heart, and the cat wine I bought on the internet won't ship on time.
This world is crazy and unreliable and my depression and anxiety are strangling me. I don't want to live in a world where nothing is constant. I relied too heavily on school, my job, and a man-but now those are all gone.
Now what am I supposed to depend on? I don't have my great job to make me feel successful, I don't have my school to make me feel intelligent, and I don't have my man to make me feel loved.
Luckily, I have God.
John 14:27
"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."
I am successful through Christ; I am intelligent through Christ; I am loved through Christ.